I watched with my mouth open, his eyes glued to the TV on the wall as I held his hand close to your mom, I was tense and excited because it was spent over a month since our last meeting.
Your profile reminded me of Edo especially when you held his hand over his face and I felt a great joy to hear your little heart beat faster: I turned to the monitor to see than to hear, as if it were not enough to feel your heart beat. I wanted to see. I must have made a face, but the doctor I was immediately reassured you were not still for a second (if the premises are these it will be fun).
Then that little hand always directed toward your mouth:
"Doctor, but you put your finger in your mouth?" - Asks the mother
"Not yet, but is making the evidence."
At one point detachment eyes from you and the TV hanging, the doctor is very busy trying to find out a few secrets more after taking all measures confirming us that everything goes well, he was almost becoming a personal challenge emerged defeat this time ( Edo was immediately shown in open legs). Seemed to have given up, but at some point:
"I do not imbalance, but that thing in my opinion there is just a pea" ( discovered who gave the imprinting in Edo)
No matter if for Edo'll be a little brother or sister even if a little thought I did, do not deny it, my dreams are very different, my desires I cling to them in my heart, my thoughts are with you still Spend your days tightly with his mother, I am one bean out here, I know that you are no longer bean, you are the second best thing in the world, but only for a purely chronological. This virtual space created with and for Edo, now also will your space but I know that we will keep the name S ir Edward least for a while ', then in the future who knows.
Not even for you I'll be a perfect dad ever, I never thought about it and I do not aspire to that, but I hope to be a dad perfect for you, but already put in quotation errors and mistakes on my part though these 3 ½ years with your brother taught me a lot and I'm sure that some mistakes I'll be careful not to repeat more or at least I'll try.
To be read in listening to Simon & Garfunkel "Bridge Over Troubled Water"